New Approach

I participate in the Steve Pavlina forum. Here is kind of a humorous post I started that really hits home though: Subjective Reality and my Pet Frog

This is a realization I have had about how I need to stop resenting seeing other people (even frogs!) being happy and successful.

Also, a few days ago, I made peace with the Bush family. Its just a big good looking preppy family. Thats the kind of family I'd like to have some day. So I better make peace with families like that now or I will never attract one like that into my life.

Plus, I am going to try to let things come to me a little easier and not view life as a bitter struggle. Conan the Barbarian my not be the best role model for me. I don't have the stomach for it. I have IBS and insomnia. That means my guts aren't happy.

I mean sure, it would still be nice to have a bidybuilder body, but I can't get that having all the food pass right through me and never getting enough sleep. Even Alpha male lions get sleep, plenty of sleep. I need to learn to let abundance come into my life a little easier. No need for all this bitter struggle. My brain is just too active. I am reifying all this mental struggle and taking it out on my guts. Google can't spell "Reify" that's funny! Gogle might not understand reify but my guts do!