My Laptop Crashed today. I think its for the best. I've been spending too much time on the internet. I was using it as a life replacement shake. Take out all my internet usage and my life rings a little hollow lately,I am afraid.
I had so much fun last year exploring the wilderness of Northern Wisconsin and the UP. Only four or five trips in all. Three weekend trips and a week long adventure. Too bad it couldn't have been more. That's my goal this summer to spend as much time as possible in the woods, connecting with nature. It will; be time well spent. I have some regrets in life, but one thing I don't regret is any of the time I have spent in the wild.
I don't know how much blogging i will be doing. I will try to check in once a week. I probably will post more in my other blog Free Range Organic Human. I have an article about some huge turtles I saw the other day. Check it out of that interests you.
My expiriment to reprogram my nervous system is on hold for now. You'll have to search back in the archives for info on that. But anyway. I have IBS and insomnia pretty bad still. I might also have sleep apnea. I think its blocked energy. Blocked emotions. I am not doing enough of what I want to do in life I suspect. And that is do be an outdoor adventure writer. To do that I have to be an outdoor adventurer not a person living vicariously through the internet spending four or five hours a day online.
There is fear holding me back, I think. I am getting a hold of it slowly but surely. I have picked up a lot of baggage I again in my life that I need to excise once again.
So basically I will be spending this summer as cheaply as possible, being outdoors and saving money for my next big adventure.
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Hi Ted - sorry about the laptop, but sounds like you have a plan! The woods are great. Hope you can renew your sense of positive energy, plus being generally healthy in diet and exercise. Keep looking up. My prayer from the beginning was that "the most high" would show me the truth, keep my eyes open, and not fall into self-deception.
But I find too it aint easy and the mind goes wild, and sometimes you get lonely. But letting go and not holding on is helpful. Hope you (and me both) find the path!
I wrote a comment, but I thought you were someone else. How did you find my blog?
Anyway, thanks for stopping by.
Great work.
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