OBE staves off asthma attack

OK, this is weird. I know its weird but I just have to get it down. Yesterday, I overcame an asthma attack, by taking nap and having an "Out of Body Experience" as I drifted off to sleep. Only I don't think it was quite an OBE, yet. It was definately the makings of one. This Guy Monroe, a foundational researcher in OBE's journaled that he used to get these "vibrations" as he driffted off to sleep and that these vibrations eventually led to OBE's. He just kind of gave himself over to the experience I guess.

I think I have been having similar vibes as I drift off to sleep. A refreshing feeling comes over me. It may be me reconnecting with my "lightbody." It feels related.

I have had some experiences of what could be the awakening of my kundilini energy. As I drifted off to sleep, I had this great feeling of expansiveness, like my consciousness was not limited by my body. My thoughts also seemed really expansive. As I breathed in my laboured way, being in the throes of an asthma attack, I felt that my breath was not limited to my body. There was no inhaling or exhaling. I felt like there were no lungs to contain or expel my breath, only empty space and that my breathing was just like wind or a wave in the ocean. After a while I couldn't feel my breath. My body felt like a globe in a way, and the outer edges of it were not my physical body per se, but simply the edges of my awareness. When I got up from my nap my symtoms were gone.

This also ties into this sensation I had a few days ago where I imagined this healing ointment, some universal solvent, washing over my body and healing me. I could really picture how it felt and smelled and tasted. It was kind of like liquid light mixed with aloe vera juice, and smelling vaquely of apples. Then I thought "This can't be real." Then instantly, it wasn't real. So, then I thought "Fuck! I want it to be real!Goddam it it is real!" Its real if I want it to be real. I really felt my endorphins kicking in all over my body. I've had joint pains. Hard to measure. No Western Doctor ever helped me with them. Some even said it was in my head. But I did have this acupressure points on my feet that were really painful. Now they are completely clear.

I decided that if I want to feel great all the time I can. Its my choice. Its a very startling realization. Its a realization of total responsibility. But I am coming to accept it.

I choose to set limits on myself. That may be part and pacel with the whole reason for incarnating here. Choosing limitation. So maybe all limitations could be transcended eventually, but it would kind of go against the reason for being her on earth in a physical body.

But its god to know these things can be transcended. I can choose which limits I want and which ones I don't. That is a very empowering choice to have.